What can I say? If you want a hope, cling onto it fast. Unlike Taylor Swift and all the other helplessly romantic girls who actually have the looks enough to be noticed, us girls next door are never given more than a glance. Aliment for thought, guys who are four years older than you find themselves too far on to notice you. I doubt he never saw me more than in a glance when he put on his shoes.
Apparently he's gotten quite close to a girl I know distantly. Of course she's his age and all, classmates. But up till now there hasn't been anything about the two of them. Seems like he's been helping her a lot though. Ah well, I never had a picture of him, but he's possibly the only guy in our estate that I find alright, of all the eligible youths I've seen. He likes art, has a night-life (that I can't keep up with), socialises I'm sure. What's to do when you're two major exams behind a boy you want to just be friends with?
Well I'm sure I'll find my prince charming one day, I've told myself many times that I just need to find a good male friend whom I can talk with. Like about literature and art and history and ourselves. A Boy-Girl relationship adds too much triviality. You just want to advance to the next stage and all that, not really bothering to talk about controversial issues.
Enough romance (I'm now quite certian that I'm a romantic), thanks miss teo for following my blog. See you next term! Mother's Day is coming along. We watched a really touching Indian movie, Every Child is Special, (with English subtitles of ocurse!) that Dr. Maha showed us. I owe her a journal entry for that. There's going to be a book fair (rather book vendor) coming to school on the 23rd under her request.
What is life really about though? Is it an endless pursuit for something? And must that something always be intuned to your religion? I'm going to launch a self-initiated project to answer those questions with things I notice in June. I'm going to title it Private Walks or A Month. But I may not stick to a month.
Okay Geoography and Math next Tuesday and Wednesday respectively. Exams... Let it go, let it all go.
3 comments:
Annabel, darling, if you want to find a man who will discuss literature and art with you, you're going to be single for a very long time.
You need a brother. You seriously need a brother.
Study Geography together on Monday, yes?
Hey Annabel, you will never guess who.
No objections here, I feel your hormonal pain.(at least to a certain extent I do) Age gaps, long distance issues, hairy backs, its hard to fall in love with the right guy at the right time. :D
Now, here's a tip: if you want a man who talks to you about art and literature, migrate to tea sipping, goose gossiping Jolly Old England. There's bound to be an artsy poetic guy (with a charming accent) for you!!!
Love, the complete unknown stranger(whom you do know)
p.s. sorry for the really long comment
HAHA I totally agree with bunnylia
But as for needing a brother I dont see how that helps and get a tagboard damn it !!
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